Holy Crap!

I didn't realize that I never blogged after Danskin last year... WOW! I really need to get on top of this blog thing. Damn Zynga games on FaceBook are ruining my life!

So, I'm back. I'm BACK. I have a shitload of stuff that I want to accomplish this year, and I'm not gonna make it happen by sitting around on my ass and wishing for things to change. I'm done.

I've been reading a lot of Jacqueline Carey thanks to an awesome friend of mine who introduced me to the world of Terre D'Ange. They have a Longest Night tradition in which the Winter Queen sheds her bulky attire and worn, aged features and transforms into the essence of Spring, youth and beauty. I keep using that image in my head as I think about all that I want to accomplish in the next few months:

1) See the underside of 300 pounds again (yes... I've gotten THAT BIG.)
2) Focus on heathier eating, making better food choices (WW will help)
3) Learn to view the scale as a compass to point me in the right direction, NOT as the end-all-be-all-determiner-of-my-WW-Success. That got me into BIG trouble last time.
4) Learn to be nicer to myself, and maybe finally to love myself.
5) To fit back into my tri-gear so that I'm not at risk of having it rip in the middle of a tri
6) Learn to play through the pain, and remember that exercise WILL help fight the fibro

I think that's a long enough list for now :)